ok

all i managed was.......
ha
lol
big time lol
hell
damn
im not running away
not this time
yea
damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.damn.
k
im done
im fine
at least i will be
soon
real
soon

i need time
but for wat??
to do wat??

i know this will come
but it came too fast
i tot it will take a few more weeks
where i can use this time to sort out my thoughts
but today u came and im lost once again
dun blame urself
it shows how much u care abt this frenship
i understand
its my problem not yours

18

in the end
i replied
out of courtesy i guess

this yr
i've changed
ppl've changed
my way of seeing things and doing things is different from the past
i have nothing else to say
some things are best left unsaid
and somethings
i just dun feel like saying.


















welcome to the 18th yr
kinda regret replying
i dunno why also
maybe i just need some time
some time away from everything
and everybody



i am not that into twilight is becuz i have already read the book last year
in fact, i read the whole series already
i bet ppl wont be this interested if it wasnt made into a movie
another romantic love story
its a great read
and i felt this way be4 it was made into a movie
another book i think is interesting is the Pendragon series
tho its more for younger kids and there is no romantic love story in it,
i feel that it can teach things that even adults dun know

there is a difference between child-like and childish
and its important to know the difference


as a mark of becoming 18
im gonna tell u guys 8 stuff all of u dunno abt me( tho i know that no1 wants to know. haha)

• I have always wanted either extreme long hair or extreme short hair. but i cant make up my mind, therefore, my hair is always in this state of messiness and middle length.
• I am stupider than i look
• I am too kapo therefore i know more things den i should know
• I really like to msg and chat. of course, there are ppls and things i dun chat to or abt
• I always know more than what i show or let on
• It very easy to change my mind. all you gotta do is.............
• I have a serious love-hate relationship with my phone( sometimes i just feel like throwing it away)
• I really dun care abt occasions suchs as birthdays(including my own), Christmas or New Year

thanks

it's one in the morning now
i recieved 5 msgs and 1 call
thanks a lot
really appreciate it
not gonna mention names here
but i'll always rmb those who did
oh ya
im not gonna reply anyone
my thanks are all said here
those who dun come here den too bad

all the msgs abt having a nice day and such
haha
im not even going out of the house
yea
i can see that
it's gonna be a great day


on another thought
just to let all my females friends know
even if i msg u often and long
there is no hidden agenda
i just like to msg
dun start being paranoid
and think i like u
my thumbs are just itchy

ok.. but by the time im done i received another msg:)

Untitled

im gonna allow myself this 5 mins to be sad
things have to be let go
all i can say is
sorry
thanks
and
finally
bye

it's just another day in my life
i dun need presents or wishes
tho its really really appreciated
thanks to those who gave me the present
to those who forgot
its fine
im used to it
haha ;D

think

thought
think
thinking
made up
my mind
not clear
must do
best way
wait
time
fast
back
friend
i
fine
not now
maybe
later
thanks