favor

do me a favor yea?
have fun. i mean seriously. have fun
dun need bother abt me
haha. i dun think u did.
but really, have fun without me.
i wont turn up.

phone

wat the point???
haiz. how many times have i said this? to myself and other people. nth can be done to help.
i didnt do anything. u made thing this way.
ok. should really let myself go. why punish myself for something or some choice made by other people.
im becoming an asshole
a thru and thru asshole
dun wanna think how my actions may affect ppl

i really should move out
is abt time too


well on another note,
IM GETTING MY IPOD TOUCH!!!!
lols
this means the end of using my phone as a mp3 player
thank you phone
every where i go i need my phone
this is not becuz i have a lot of impt phone call or msgs
but becuz i cant live without the music in my phone
seriously i dun use my phone for msging and talking much
the main use is the mp3 player
god knows i have tons of song in my phone
making it super laggy
so, as thanks to my dear phone,
im dedicating this post to my phone
LOL
IPOD TOUCH HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

really

did i really
was it really
can i really

idk
only time will tell

jerry say and i quote
"i rather have sex with XXXXX den quarrel with my good fren gyver"
yea... that abt sums it up for me

tired

so i see this is how its gonna be
alright den
nothing much i can do
i already tried
at my expenses
getting involved too much too often
im gonna just be a bystander from now on


things WILL go back to how it was
i want them to. serious.
but i will nvr be the same
and maybe its not a bad thing
at least, at least I wont get hurt anymore
cuz u cant hurt a person who cant feel rite
and in fact, we can become close fren becuz of it
cuz i'll know that thats the furthest we'll go ;

X 1234567890

back to the way it was
thats what i wan now
and really
TOUCH WOOD X 99999999999

thanks and sorry
cant repeat that more than enough
i know u still dun believe me yet, i dun either
but it will definitely be better
thank lots


ok. my brain's half dead from all the thinking i have done.
need to sleep and let more brain cells grow back.
god knows i need it. the brain cells.