everything is fine

well... my tilte says it all
everythong is ok le
for the time beong???
dunno how long will the peace last
it wont be soon before long either one of us has a problem again
i really hope not
i love her

children

something special happened at work today
actually it nothing special
a girl came in with her dad today
her dad was looking for a pair if running shoes
so she wa left to walk ard and play alone
she saw this pair of really cute shoe
she went to her dad and asked for it
her dad was reluctant at first but after seeinh her 撒娇 abit he eventually gave in
so he asked me to get her size
but there was no more stock
only one size bigger
ecentually they bought it
the gal was so so so so happy
it was obvious that the shoe was slighty too big and not very comfortable
but the look on her face
her happiness
she was jumping for joy and stamping her feet cuz shes wearing the new shoe
make me really envious of children
just a pair if shoes could keep her happy for days
they are so easy to satisfy
wat abt us???
adults/teenagers???
im going thru some relationship problem
my gf thinks im too sticky
i think she is too bo chup
i know she cares abt me
but she like her freedom more
wat should i do
i dun wanna play games like ignoring her or give her cold sholder
cuz wo shi zhen xin de
im really trying my best to make things work
she say she believe we can acheive that balance point together
but i dun really see her efforts
sometimes i ask, does she really like me?
i know she cares but care and like two different matter
why cant i be satisfied that she is together with me
isnt that enough??
why cant she appreciate that im changing for her and maybe she should give in too sometimes
not do thing cuz i wan her to but do from bottom of her heart and mean it
i dun take her for granted
but i feel she takes me for granted
or am i too anxious?
give her sometime to change?

关于我们

我在翠绿的稻田中
凝视远方落下的太阳
你在蔚蓝的天空下
抬头看着飘来的云裳
音乐在我耳中回荡
影子在我身后拉长
疑惑在你心中滋长
绝望在你的心里扩张
我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我
你在想 为何我总是看着远方
于是你总不直接告诉我
你已知道 会有那么一天
我在属于我的王国
企图打造一座天堂
你在属于你的城堡
开始堆砌高大的城墙
音乐曾是彼此桥梁
泪水在旋律中荡漾
画面竟然超出想象
绝望在我的心里扩张
转身走向远方
于是蓝天褪去白云裳
于是黑夜笼罩在我身上
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中
凝视着远方落下来的太阳
这一切关于我们 关于不说
关于等待 关于守候
于是我们 不再开口

Sunny day

Sun shines regardless how u feel
Down up happy sad
Rain falls regardless how u feel
At times it comes when u want it to
At times it nvr come when u are desperate for it




Hmmm
Am I prepared?

然后呢?

事情总是到了无法挽救的地步
人才会清醒
才会后悔
才想挽救