tiack

"tiack"
there goes the switch
it's joker face on
game time
made a fool of myself
hoping to cover up
all the while listening for any news of you
im still joking
afraid of going home
i dunno how to pass it
laughing and crying at the same time
yet still wanna say im fine alone
when everyone have left and im alone
i felt close to dying
i cant take it
im still joking
but at the end the tears started falling
everyday after work feeling worn out and weak
i ask myself why, what for and for who?
im still joking
will it numb me?
singing for the whole night
cant avoid tear-inducing love songs
i joked for the whole night
hoping someone will mention how are you now